I don't think I can take this any longer.
Necro forum is good but not enough, I want access to real dead guys.
Recently I applied for jobs in hospitals and made friends with medical students so that they can best inform me on how things are and how can I get a job in a morgue.
I got a huge response but no offer for a morgue job. Just in nother various hsopitals. One was at building next to the morgue in an intensive care unit.
The good thing is that they are terribly understaffed and will hire anyone who wants to do the job. Its not a nurse but a person who moves people/bodies around and cleans the mess (shits included).
I refused although I would definately see people dying there as it is intensive care.
Maybe stupid of me?
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I also wanted to study medicine but I am 25 and took my university degree in 2007, I am sick an tired of study.
In order to become a forensic expert here:
1. Hard admission exams where you have to be the best to enter.
2. 6 years of study general medicine.
3. 2 years of special training in forensic science.
4. 3 more years of "practise" at the forensic department when you finally get a degree and can call yourself a forensic expert.
Its too much and I am not 20. I wasted my time and studied something that is absolutely meanigless.
I feel like my life is wasted so if I can't have what I want in life maybe suicide?
What should I do? Funeral homes are another option, no special traning needed.
But I want naked guys on a table, getting to open their skulls and then sew them back together...
I am utterly confused.
Maybe I want too much, too soon.
Should I apply for medical school (again) after I failed once already?
By the time I graduate I would be 40
Or wait until I get/find job openings at the morgue?
Necro forum is good but not enough, I want access to real dead guys.
Recently I applied for jobs in hospitals and made friends with medical students so that they can best inform me on how things are and how can I get a job in a morgue.
I got a huge response but no offer for a morgue job. Just in nother various hsopitals. One was at building next to the morgue in an intensive care unit.
The good thing is that they are terribly understaffed and will hire anyone who wants to do the job. Its not a nurse but a person who moves people/bodies around and cleans the mess (shits included).
I refused although I would definately see people dying there as it is intensive care.
Maybe stupid of me?
----
I also wanted to study medicine but I am 25 and took my university degree in 2007, I am sick an tired of study.
In order to become a forensic expert here:
1. Hard admission exams where you have to be the best to enter.
2. 6 years of study general medicine.
3. 2 years of special training in forensic science.
4. 3 more years of "practise" at the forensic department when you finally get a degree and can call yourself a forensic expert.
Its too much and I am not 20. I wasted my time and studied something that is absolutely meanigless.
I feel like my life is wasted so if I can't have what I want in life maybe suicide?
What should I do? Funeral homes are another option, no special traning needed.
But I want naked guys on a table, getting to open their skulls and then sew them back together...
I am utterly confused.
Maybe I want too much, too soon.
Should I apply for medical school (again) after I failed once already?
By the time I graduate I would be 40
Or wait until I get/find job openings at the morgue?