I graduated high-school and got admitted to university at 18, we start in September so I had all summer to chill out with friends and celebrate passing our exams.
Dad brought home an old beaten-up PC that he managed to steal from work and while my parents were away toiling away, I put my feet up and chatted all day on the internet.
I was a total douche, I didn't know how to use a computer.
This was more than seven years ago.
I was a cocky bastard, I never posted my pics on the internet.
I started chatting with a dude from Sofia - Alexander, he worked in the police, he was 30 at the time, I was 18!!!
We chatted on the internet but I also insisted that we exchange letters via snail mail!!!
I enjoyed it, he wrote me long letters telling me how he liked me "as a friend".
We chatted all summer and finally when I moved out of my parent's house and started university I met Alexander for real on my first day at university.
Study was boring, I so wanted to have fun and fuck with other guys.
When we met Alex blushed and was lost for words, he later said I was by far the cutest, fittest sweet mothefucker he has ever seen.
I behaved badly, I told him I didn't like him - he was 30, hairy and fat.
Little did I know that we were destined to become best friends.
So for a while we didn't meet, I concentrated on my studies, Alex said "Call me when you feel like talking to a friend".
That sick fuck liked me so much he would spent all day in university waiting for me to finish with the lectures and when I tried to leave the building he would stalk me!
We went to a cafe etc, he had a birthday and invited me, I met his friends, bought him a present etc
We got drunk!
THOSE WERE THE FUCKING DAYSSS!!!!
I met a fat girl who worked in intensive care in a hospital in Sofia.
She didn't talk but once she got drunk there was no stopping her.
"At the hospital I wash naked guys who are in a coma. Staff are only girls and at night if the guys are young and cute we will play with their cocks!"
That got me so hard, so excited it wasn't real.
I wanted to meet up with the girl and ask more, I went insane.
But she didn't want to talk anymore.
I went to Alex's place and chatted with young gay guys from his place and dated them.
Alex lived in a far off suburb of Sofia, kilometres away from the city centre.
So I would date a guy, say "bye" to Alex, take the bus and travel for one hour just to meet up with a gay dude I never met.
One sick fuck sent me pics of a cute fit guy but when he showed up for our date, he turned out to be a fat ugly gypsy!
"I am leaving," I told him
"Oh, no you aint goin anywhere, you are so fucking cute" that sick bastard told me and grabbed my by the hand.
I was so skinny, I couldn't fight him.
I got scared.
"Come, come to fuck me" the gypsy said.
I had no idea that Alex had followed me on my blind date, so he jumped out from behind a car, smacked the guy in the face and yelled to me
I did run and he quickly followed, that fat boy was furious but he was too slow and we escaped.
From then on I and Alex became very close, he had to approve all the dudes I met, all my boyfriends.
He worked for the police and said, "Let's go to the morgue check out some corpses, gutted like pigs"
"I am not interested," I said.
Like hell I wasn't this was my dream but I was afraid Alex was going to find out I was into dead guys.
He took me to the police department where the investigate murders.
He said they have lots of corpse photos but I couldn't get into that room.
I caught two girls working in the police checking the pictures of criminals on their PC and discussing
"This one is cute, don't you think? I'd hit him"
"Nahh, this one is better" the other ugly girl replied.
It was crazy.
One summer a friend of Alex who worked in the police left on holiday for the Black Sea and left Alex the keys of her luxary apartment with one requirement - that we feed her stupid old dog!
Alex invited me to join so that he doesn't feel lonely in the apartment...the stupid fuck had I plan but I trusted him.
We invited strangers to our place every night, pretending that I was the owner.
I slept with guys, we watched porn all day and night and jacked.
"You fuck them, I will just watch" Alex said.
One night it was the only two of us. Alex got very drunk.
He played gay porn so that I got so hard I was ready....then all of a sudden, he grabbed me, undressed me stark naked and sucked me off so hard I came warm buckets in his mouth.
I couldn't resist - I was 60 kilos, he was 100 or more.
Several days later he locked me in his room, undressed me on the door and said he wanted to fuck me.
He was drunk.
"Alex, please don't. We are friends, remember"
"I love you, I am crazy about you I've wanted to do this since the day we met".
I got all worked up.
"This is it, I though, I am getting fucked now".
I pushed him so hard he fell on the floor. "I am gonna tell your mom and bro and your bro is gonna beat you up I said.
What a sick cunt I was, that hurt him but saved my ass from brutal rape with no rubber.
One evening I used his pc for downloading porn, he said he was going to have a bath.
I seached for dead boy on google and found this pic of the 20 year old car wreck boy who died from seat belt trauma, he was on the pathguy site.
I loved him and saved the pic. I started jacking, I got carried away and Alex entered and caught me.
He saw that the guy was dead.
"WTF is this shit? Is this guy dead"
"No, of course not" I said and closed the folder, took my disc and ran off.
I could go on and on....I've had a crazy intense life as a young guy, all this is gone it's just sweet memories that will stay with me until I croak and pass out.
Here is a pic of Alex now, he lost weight and landed a new job.