I think I might have throat cancer because for 2 weeks now I feel like there is a lump in my throat and it makes swallowing difficult.
I went to the DOC twice - they gave me antibiotics, iboprofen, corticosteroids, antihistamines....nothing helps.
I went to Queen giovanna hostpial in Sofia today and booked an appointment with a specialist - professor in ear/throat/nose.
I know I lot of people will be happy if I die a horrific cancer death.
I wanted you to know that I stop posting for now as I don't feel very well.
I plan suicide if they diagnose me.
I will go to the forest, take pills - I am very allergic to some drug, I know this since I was a kid. I will drink it with alcohol, lie on the ground and hopefully die.
I cried for hours tonight.
I know we will all go one day but why in such a horrific way? I am not brave enough to jump under the Sofia metro and I am scared it will chop my legs and make it even harder to try a second time because I wouldn't be able to walk.
I don't know how I am gonna tell my parents, I guess I would leave a note.
I know a lot of you would offer to kill me now.
I will choose the dude who offer a painless decent way to go, then my corpse is yours.
I went to the DOC twice - they gave me antibiotics, iboprofen, corticosteroids, antihistamines....nothing helps.
I went to Queen giovanna hostpial in Sofia today and booked an appointment with a specialist - professor in ear/throat/nose.
I know I lot of people will be happy if I die a horrific cancer death.
I wanted you to know that I stop posting for now as I don't feel very well.
I plan suicide if they diagnose me.
I will go to the forest, take pills - I am very allergic to some drug, I know this since I was a kid. I will drink it with alcohol, lie on the ground and hopefully die.
I cried for hours tonight.
I know we will all go one day but why in such a horrific way? I am not brave enough to jump under the Sofia metro and I am scared it will chop my legs and make it even harder to try a second time because I wouldn't be able to walk.
I don't know how I am gonna tell my parents, I guess I would leave a note.
I know a lot of you would offer to kill me now.
I will choose the dude who offer a painless decent way to go, then my corpse is yours.