I don't know if i'm going to find what I'm looking for on this site but its worth asking.
I am a thirty year old gay man looking for another gay man of around about the same age (25-40) to help me die. I want to die in their arms ideally. I am not doing this for sexual reasons, I'm not into...
True, i feel tainted just being on here (my sexuality is more conventionally gay IE not into dead guys, i'm here to "catch the bus" not wank) 95% of you are pure fantasists i'm sure, 4.9% violent sexual psychopaths and 0.01% genuinely capable of what you all fantasise about. Still hopefully...
this is the scariest website ive ever been on, i mean Sure the YNC and nothing toxic had death and gore but the attitude of the forum members was totally different. People simply just enjoyed being callous and they were curious and ghoulish, but i never got the feeling they were TURNED ON...
i was just in Toronto last week. I'm not into the whole snuff thing, but I am gay and genuinely suicidal. I mean it'd just be nice to die in another guys arms