I broke up with my "boyfriend"
The same thing seems to be happening in all my relationships, I don't know what to think.
First I meet the guy and he is all handsome with a nice body, good manners, calls me every day.
For several weeks we go to gay bars, parks etc
Then I invite him over to my place to "watch a movie".
Clearly this means sex. We never actually get around to watching one.
But I don't fuck a guy unless I am certain they are serious and not going to escape after we cum, I hate that.
Then - IN ALL MY RELATIONSHIPS I discover some fact about the guy that ruins everything - either that he is lying, sometimes even fucking with other dudes when he tells me he is only with me and in the majority of cases guys don't turn out to be what they first pretend to be.
We all have our pasts but why can't gay guys be normal?
That last dude, he was so nice at first and after I told him I need more time before we shag he started insulting me and mocking me.
:sm (41):
Why are people so fucked these days, when I am gonna find a normal dude - no lies, no fake profiles on the internet, no drugs.
Is this normal?
The same thing seems to be happening in all my relationships, I don't know what to think.
First I meet the guy and he is all handsome with a nice body, good manners, calls me every day.
For several weeks we go to gay bars, parks etc
Then I invite him over to my place to "watch a movie".
Clearly this means sex. We never actually get around to watching one.
But I don't fuck a guy unless I am certain they are serious and not going to escape after we cum, I hate that.
Then - IN ALL MY RELATIONSHIPS I discover some fact about the guy that ruins everything - either that he is lying, sometimes even fucking with other dudes when he tells me he is only with me and in the majority of cases guys don't turn out to be what they first pretend to be.
We all have our pasts but why can't gay guys be normal?
That last dude, he was so nice at first and after I told him I need more time before we shag he started insulting me and mocking me.
:sm (41):
Why are people so fucked these days, when I am gonna find a normal dude - no lies, no fake profiles on the internet, no drugs.
- I've been attacked by friends on heroin
- My ex tried to beat me up (unsucessfully)
- I've been threatened, abused
- Most guys used me only for money and sex
- Once I took a homeless guy from the street and fucked him
Is this normal?