How did you get into all of this?

Mitko

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I was wondering.. how did you get into such shit?

Here's my story:
It was a boring rainy summer day when i had nothing to do, my friend told about /b/ and he said that there's lots of cool stuff.

So i went in there and have been lurking for a few days now and i've seen people talking about some 2girls1cup, before i started looking for it i asked my friend whats that, he gave me a link to the video annd at first i was like "Eww!"

But then i wanted moar. :p

Then he told me bout the maniacs (3guys1hammer) and zippocat, watched 3guys1hammer, got sick but i STILL wanted to see more of that kind of shit, so i looked at zippocat, seems like the vid is lost so at the bottom i saw this "benzin.avi" (the so called NEDM i think) watched that, got REALLY sick that time and still wanted to see more. Ever since then i've been looking for such communities to look at and save images and videos.

inb4 tl;dr :sm (33):
 
I know! You're disgusted by it but you're still staring at it. I don't do it anymore because I'm concentrating on my novel. I never thought I'd end up staring at both guys and girls since I was little. I hated boys. I'm wasn't into girls either. Then you grow up awkward because of social expectations. Living with an abusive psychopath wasn't helping either. Nice people are not really nice and people that you thought are bad turned out to be nicer than the so-called people you looked up to. Letting go of the past is hard but moving forward is even harder. God help us all in finding comfort in this world.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WoiPGSQUYuI

Rob and Marisol Thomas are amazing!

Never seen 2girls1cup and 3guys1hammer. From the PR, I got the impression since the word got out on the net, that I know I'm not going to like it. I found out for sure since I found this site that I'm not a corpse humper, rather a corpse hugger. I kept avoiding this site, then things happens over and over again here that makes me worry about the members well-being . Then I stayed around. Then the drama when our dear Rick got ill. Then ArrowMan with his charms. It's not his fault. Now I'm obsessed about him. If I know how he looks like in real life, I'll tear my hair out. It's best that I don't know, but I want to know. I need help. Doing the sensible thing, I promised myself to never visit this place again, then Meatpie posted this,

http://www.cutedeadguys.net/showthread.php?t=7927

And I fall back into Pixie Lott's song,

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=awd-LZTIR5w

Will I ever escape this community? Everyday I'm falling in love with it's members and I hate them because of it but I love them but I hate them but I love them. No! I hate you all! WHY!!!!!!!
 
Not trying to be a shrink here, but I think it sounds like you're not happy about the way things are.

The truth is you are who you are. I am who I am.

Our modern commercial culture bombards us with the message that we should be unhappy with who we are and we should strive to actually be someone else, someone better looking, smarter - anybody but who we are. And it is very effective. Many people hate themselves and spend their whole life trying to be someone they are not.

I am not trying to say that I have any answers, but accepting yourself, instead of constantly fighting with yourself is the first step to a happier life.

I am who I am and I will never be anyone else. I may grow in certain ways, and I may regress in other ways, but I will always be me...ugly, beautiful, nasty, sweet, perverted and terribly, horribly normal all at the same time.

CDG is a place where I can find people who are like me and who can relate to a certain aspect of my life. I don't necessarily 'love' or 'hate' anyone here, but I accept everyone for who they are, and I hope to get the same in return.
 
I was wondering.. how did you get into such shit?

Here's my story:
It was a boring rainy summer day when i had nothing to do, my friend told about /b/ and he said that there's lots of cool stuff.

So i went in there and have been lurking for a few days now and i've seen people talking about some 2girls1cup, before i started looking for it i asked my friend whats that, he gave me a link to the video annd at first i was like "Eww!"

But then i wanted moar. :p

Then he told me bout the maniacs (3guys1hammer) and zippocat, watched 3guys1hammer, got sick but i STILL wanted to see more of that kind of shit, so i looked at zippocat, seems like the vid is lost so at the bottom i saw this "benzin.avi" (the so called NEDM i think) watched that, got REALLY sick that time and still wanted to see more. Ever since then i've been looking for such communities to look at and save images and videos.

inb4 tl;dr :sm (33):

Oh how sweet.

I guess that's how we all started.

I started as a teenager, I fisrt collected newspaper clippigns, and jerked to porn magazines, then I discovered the internet in a cinema complex in Sofia, I spent hours on ogrish and started collectiing the pics on CDs then my dad gave me a PC and I ever since I've been collecting. :sm (62):

I started taking photographs of my boyfriends playing dead for me and posted it on CDG.

Those were insane days for the community, but it was early on.

It was such a thrill.

I fucked so many guys I can't remember them all.
 
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