ArNu
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Im a bisexual guy and most of my friends do not know it. But i told one of my friends that i have feelings for him. But days went by and he started to stay away from me and almost got to the point where he will not talk to me. Im afraid that our friendship might be lost, so i took back my words and told him that "it was just a passing thought, and my feelings went away with it".
after that, we started to talk again and the gap is starting to disappear. he does not know that i still have feelings for him and that it did not disappear.
i cant really judge him, but i also think he has gay ideations. it is because of a question that my friends ask him. they asked if he was gay or not, but he did not answer yes or no. instead, he told us that "it is based on the norms of the society". i was just wondering if he is just scared like me to come out, or there could be more deeper reasons.
we hang out once and we slept together. it was not just us but there are also some of my friends. he was in the middle between me and my other friend. when he was asleep i hugged him as if hes very special to me(but indeed he is now very special). i dont know know if he noticed it or not but he told me in the morning that i was caressing his breast, i questioned myself, why did he not stop me?
so i started to ask questions, so i decided to take a risk the other night. he was still sleeping beside me and almost all of my friends were asleep, i started to go down on his crotch until i reached the penis partly. ive done it 3 times. i thought he did not notice. but in the morning he told me i someone touched his dick and he tole me that it was me. another question started, why did he not stop me again?
my problem is, my feelings for him is getting stronger, and i am starting to get jealous whenever he goes with my other friend whom i think is gay too.
How can i reach out to him?
after that, we started to talk again and the gap is starting to disappear. he does not know that i still have feelings for him and that it did not disappear.
i cant really judge him, but i also think he has gay ideations. it is because of a question that my friends ask him. they asked if he was gay or not, but he did not answer yes or no. instead, he told us that "it is based on the norms of the society". i was just wondering if he is just scared like me to come out, or there could be more deeper reasons.
we hang out once and we slept together. it was not just us but there are also some of my friends. he was in the middle between me and my other friend. when he was asleep i hugged him as if hes very special to me(but indeed he is now very special). i dont know know if he noticed it or not but he told me in the morning that i was caressing his breast, i questioned myself, why did he not stop me?
so i started to ask questions, so i decided to take a risk the other night. he was still sleeping beside me and almost all of my friends were asleep, i started to go down on his crotch until i reached the penis partly. ive done it 3 times. i thought he did not notice. but in the morning he told me i someone touched his dick and he tole me that it was me. another question started, why did he not stop me again?
my problem is, my feelings for him is getting stronger, and i am starting to get jealous whenever he goes with my other friend whom i think is gay too.
How can i reach out to him?