jj187
Lover of rotting meat
My boyfriend is a normal guy. He doesn't share my love of death or anything morbid. he is nonjudgmental and doesn't get freaked out or anything but lately I think I've gone to far.
I went to tour a mortuary. I told them I was intrested in being an aprentice.
I got so turned on that I got home and masturbated to that video on here that I posted of the guy in a spedo with his eyes open getting washed.
I was so turned on from going to the mortuary.. more turned on than I usually get from my kinks involving the living.
Also, I asked my normal non-necro boyfriend if he knew of a drug he could take so he would be completely knocked out and unable to wake up for a few hours. he said "maybe xanax but I don't want you to strangle me."
He was serious! That really hurt my feelings and made me feel like a monster... I just wanted to pry his eyes open while he was completely out so it would be like looking into the eyes of the dead while I play with his limp body..
Are we monsters?
I would never hurt anyone!
I went to tour a mortuary. I told them I was intrested in being an aprentice.
I got so turned on that I got home and masturbated to that video on here that I posted of the guy in a spedo with his eyes open getting washed.
I was so turned on from going to the mortuary.. more turned on than I usually get from my kinks involving the living.
Also, I asked my normal non-necro boyfriend if he knew of a drug he could take so he would be completely knocked out and unable to wake up for a few hours. he said "maybe xanax but I don't want you to strangle me."
He was serious! That really hurt my feelings and made me feel like a monster... I just wanted to pry his eyes open while he was completely out so it would be like looking into the eyes of the dead while I play with his limp body..
Are we monsters?
I would never hurt anyone!