....was absolutely brutal experience that I would probably never forget..
There were three car wreck dudes, so mangled even their legs had to be stiched up. Stark naked with their skulls open.
They told me I had to take a test. They took me to the basement where rotting corpses were piled ontop of each other.
One body was so decomposed it had turned absolutely black, was terribly flat and obviously had shrunk in size.
I am surprised I didn't puke but after a while I was so nauseous I really thought I was gonna vomit and I felt dizzy.
Also first time I've seen what a human skull looks like from inside up close and personal.
I don't know what to do. I have to sign a contract tomorrow and I am still not sure whether I will able to take all this shit.
I will have to receive the corpses, put them on the tables undress and cut them open. Then stich them up and put them in a fridge.
Then when the relatives arrive you take them from the fridge, dress them and put them in casket.
Its a lot of work, I don't how I am gonna handle heavier corpses.
Also I will have a 24 hour duty and will be left alone at nights. Eat sleep piss and shit at the morgue.
Jesus I am so confused. I want to do it but its too hard.
If I fail and refuse to go to work tomorrow and sign my contract, will I be sorry afterwards? There are no second chances.
Please any comments and thoughts are welcome.
There were three car wreck dudes, so mangled even their legs had to be stiched up. Stark naked with their skulls open.
They told me I had to take a test. They took me to the basement where rotting corpses were piled ontop of each other.
One body was so decomposed it had turned absolutely black, was terribly flat and obviously had shrunk in size.
I am surprised I didn't puke but after a while I was so nauseous I really thought I was gonna vomit and I felt dizzy.
Also first time I've seen what a human skull looks like from inside up close and personal.
I don't know what to do. I have to sign a contract tomorrow and I am still not sure whether I will able to take all this shit.
I will have to receive the corpses, put them on the tables undress and cut them open. Then stich them up and put them in a fridge.
Then when the relatives arrive you take them from the fridge, dress them and put them in casket.
Its a lot of work, I don't how I am gonna handle heavier corpses.
Also I will have a 24 hour duty and will be left alone at nights. Eat sleep piss and shit at the morgue.
Jesus I am so confused. I want to do it but its too hard.
If I fail and refuse to go to work tomorrow and sign my contract, will I be sorry afterwards? There are no second chances.
Please any comments and thoughts are welcome.