i have a male friend, he is very handsome. he is chinese but looked like american so he is very good looking. he is about 6,2 ft tall, 10 centimeters taller than me. his hair is dark brownish in shaggy hairstyle. we are quite close, but he doesn't know that i enjoy watching good looking man gasping for air, wether it's strangulation, suffocation, or drownings. i love the way they stare and the way their mouth gasp for a tiny bit of air. because of this, i often strangle him as a joke, but it's actually for real.we had a tutor for our exam so we came to school in the evening. sadly we came too early so we had to waiat for 2 hours before other students come. while waiting, i sat on the floor leaning my back toward the wall and my handsome friend sat in front of me, leaning his back towards me because he like to lean on my (i looked like a sofa i guess) and when he did, i saw his huge neck and a thing crossed in my min, i start to choke him, wrapping my arm on his neck. he said,"hey what's wrong?can't breathe" seemed a bit like squealing to meand he is laughing cause he thought it was a joke. i tighten my grip as he struggle to release himself without hurting my arm. i heard a little gasp and i saw his face went pale. his mouth is wide open, his eyes rolled upward a bit. he can't even say a word. he just struggled harder and harder and i faintly hear he said "can't breathe" followed with a gasp. so i close his nose and mouth with my other hand and his eyes looked shocked and he's out of strength. i can feel his his neck muscles tighten up, signing he's totally out of breath. i faintly heard he gasp and his hands that cling to my arm gets weaker, dying i guess. then i stop, i release my strangle and open his mouth and nose. he gasped and cough like crazy and then he just passed out. i waited for him to wake up and when he did, i said sorry and explained it to him everything. he startled and scared at first, but he told me that it was quite an experience and he'll let me do it again although he hesitate a little. then we both laugh and i treat him a dinner cause he was very nice, letting me do it to him again some other time. next time i'll use plastic bag to see him gasp more.